A1C fear Update

3.30pm I can't take it I have to ring, get the phone, it's ringing, I'm dying oh god,


Hello
Hi this is P, got bloods taken last week, is my results back??
Emm, yes hold please...
( waiting my heart is pounding come on!!!!)
Sorry, emm yes all are fine!

What is my a1c?
Hba1c? yes it's 6.5%
That's great!! Thyroid?
0.75 ( 0.35-4.75)


That's good......
Cholesterol is... 4.7

All bloods are fine!!

Thank god, all is good we can carry on TTC!!! Wooohooooo!!!!!

A1C fear

I went to the Dr. last week, he took blood for different things so he took blood for my A1c and thyroid! Grand no bother, until today when I have to ring at 4pm for the results!!! I have the fear that my a1c is high and my thyroid is out of range and we will have to stop TTC, fear that they will give out to me if it is a bad number, I don't know who they are but always the fear I will be given out to.

It's like waiting to see if you passed a very important test, you go over it in your head and you think maybe I passed but then what about that bit didn't do well there, no I think I failed!!! Then the moment you have to pick up the phone and wait for someone to answer.....................

Oh god I hate this and even if it is bad no one has ever given out to me no one, just myself! See I worrying as I wasn't the best that I could have been, I know its high, they are going to kill me!!

I prayed to god for help, I pray most mornings. I trust in his plan for me so whatever happens its for a really good reason, and God knows what the plan is!!!

I hate the waiting, the wondering will it wont it??????  2 an a half hours to wait! You what I bet the a1c wont even be back to day and all this will be for nothing!  I'll have to go on facebook and feed the pigs or something stop me from driving me mad!!!

Hoping our BFP are soon on there way!

A Wish For A New Baby

I wished upon a star...
I closed my eyes and prayed,
I threw a shiny penny,
into a well each day.
The same little wish was wished,
upon my birthday cake
I asked the Lord... Please hurry,
just for heaven's sake!
I was trying to be patient,
but I had waited long enough
my wishing well with pennies,
was now completely stuffed!
I would start and end my days
repeating the same prayer,
I knew that up in heaven,
they could see I really cared.
Just when I thought I couldn't,
bear another day
it is then that I learned,
you were on your way.
All the prayers and wishes,
finally did come true
The blessing God gave me,
was my pregnancy with you!

Oh Glorious St Theresa, whom almighty God has raised up to aid and counsel mankind.
I implore your miraculous intercession. So powerful are you in obtaining every need of body and soul, our Holy Mother Church proclaims you a "prodigy of miracles, the greatest Saint of modern times".
Now I fevently beseech you to answer my petition (mention here) and to carry out your promise of "spending Heaven doing work upon earth..letting fall from Heaven a shower of Roses"
Henceforth dear little flower, I will fulfill your plea "to be made known everywhere" and I will never cease to lead others to Jesus through you. Amen

Say the above for 9 days and you will receive a flower or a rose, in some form during or after 9 days as an indication that your request has been granted.