Christmas eve

It's a time to be thankful for what we have and  having a great Husband, someone who loves you, and cares for you. I thank god that I have a nice home, a great man, 2 baby dogs, a great family! I also have a great dad who may not be on this earth but I know where he is, and he is working so hard for us, keeping us safe. I love him.

"2011"

I am on my 2nd cycle TTC, I think in the 1st one I O'd later than normal and so our timing was off, well that's what I think don't know for sure! So I am waiting now for God to bless us soon, hopefully in a few months we will get our BFP!!!

I'm relaxing more this month, with my diabetes I'm not worrying about the odd high number, Its like a mini break from D not to be soooooo strict with it!!! Its a good feeling, but next week after Christmas is over I'll be back checking it like a lunatic!!!!!!!! I have some Bud, which I will enjoy over the next week, I really do feel more relaxed which is great!!!

I really can't wait for 2011 to start, I so hope it will be a better year than this, the only good thing that happen for me and Mr. was getting the green light!!! The worst thing happen on the 2nd of Jan, still hard to believe! miss you x. I hope that we will get pregnant in a few months and have a wee baby in 2011, I hope this time next year we will be a family and can really enjoy Christmas!

The reason for the season, I love him and I thank him every day for all he has given me!!! I know he is with me all the time looking after us and protecting us!!! Thank you God and Mary and Jesus for all your help, I hope you will answer my prayer soon! By your will, let it be.

We don't have any decorations up this year, no Christmas cards sent, but still in my heart the feeling of Christmas, it is a sad Christmas for me and my family, it will be hard, there will be tears, but there will be smiles and laughter too. But in all our hearts we will be missing you but in some way I know you will be with us, like it was.

May you all have a Happy Christmas and may God bless you all, may all your hopes and dreams come true in the New Year, 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bring it on! x ;-)