"If one feels the need of something grand, something infinite, something that makes one feel aware of god, one need not go far to find it. I think that I see something deeper, more infinite, more eternal than the ocean in the expression of the eyes of a little baby, when it wakes in the morning and coos or laughs because it sees the sun shining on it’s cradle."
--- By Vincent Van Gogh 

2ww

We are in the 2ww............
I feel we dtd around the right time, to be in with a chance!!! fingers crossed! I'm only a few days after O, I would so love it to happen this month. It has been a long road to this point a lot of ups and downs!
I have nausea off and on the pass two days and now, but I have had nausea before so and its FAR to early!! I'm just holding on so tight to hope.

I got a smiley face on Sunday morning, was testing since Wed, was so delighted to see the smiley face my hubby had no clue why I was so happy to see the smiley face!! If you seen me you'd think I was after getting a bfp, I was really happy, happy that we had dtd the night before and hoped to dtd again (we did on Mon night/) we felt like we were in with a good chance!!!


I want the bfp more than anything! In 2weeks time we will know, when I think of it now I so want to get bfp but I am afraid to dream, to hope, don't want to get my hopes up, as they might be disappointed!! They say to be positive, to think positive, well I am, I'm happy with our timing and feel we are in with a chance, but I'm not saying to myself we will be pregnant this month, as I'm afraid of the disappointment if I start thinking that, I'm hopefully that we might be, but for some reason it may not happen this time. Is that been positive? I'm not saying it will never happen, I'm just being cautious, I'm just being hopefully......