The Power of Prayer

"Dear Heart of Jesus in the past I have asked for many favours. This time I ask for one special one (mention here). Take it dear Heart of Jesus and place it within your own broken Heart where your father sees it. Then, in His merciful eyes it will become your favour not mine. Amen"

Some people don't believe in pray, but I do and I know in my heart that it works. God helps me alot and in these months that we will be trying for a baby I know I will need his help more and more!!

"In God We Trust"

I have been praying these few days more and he answered my pray today. I just wanted to honour him and say that, God is Good, I trust in him.

Thank you God, My Lord and My God.

Rihanna - Only Girl (In The World)

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vrRtYzb-vwE


Makes me smile! "Life is for Sharing"!

TMI **Alert**

As you know it is the 1st time for me and Mr. to try for a baby EVER, so I found it weird to have period like pain after having; after doing the deed, anyway on CDay 9 was the day this pain started and it has more or less lasted this long. I have had this pain before, when I have my period but I know it can't be that, I also had it around the time I could be Oing or I had it one other time and it was a cyst!

So maybe it is a cyst. As the ticker says I don't O for another few days, unless I am Oing a few times a month, I really don't know what is going on, and last night I have period pain in my lower back!! But then I think that its just wind and there is nothing wrong with you!!!(Me)

But before this day with the pain, I was fine, then we DTD and half an hour later got this pain in my right side near my right ovary and still have it off and on. Unless it is a cyst and for some reason it just happened to burst at that time and it will heal up and I'll be grand!

What do you think??  Maybe I'm just mad in the head, as its not time for O yet and I need to carry on with what I'm at and see what happens in a few weeks, but as I write this I have this period ache down there so what am I going to do, I think it's wind but then I think it can't be. Period like achey pain now I'm not bad enough for a doctor but I'm just wondering what is going on inside me! I really have no idea what goes on inside me you know?!

Anyway I shall tell you again if I ever find out what it is. If any one out there has had something like this before could you leave me a comment , please! Something and nothing!

Lucky ones

Time is flying by, but now that we are TTC the days are going so slowly! We are DTD, messing about its a good feeling to be able to relax and just do it! We don't know to much about this whole stage of the game, but I'm sure I will learn more as we go along!!! I don't know if I'm like these women that look at a penis and gets pregnant! Or I will have to work harder like a lot of women, and you would wonder why some just get pregnant no bother and unfortunately their are women that have to work really hard to get their baby!

I don't know what I am talking about, as you know I hope that we can get pregnant really fast and have a healthy baby, I know lots of women that just get pregnant, and I know a few that are having trouble. Its a funny world, I believe in God and I know he has a plan for me and Mr. but I don't know if it's the same one as what I have! It's a hard life and me and Mr. have been tested a few times now, when you fall can you get back up and try again?!

Going by this ticker at the top of my page, I am heading into the fertile time of my month, fun times ahead!!! Scary as well, I'm feeling scared of the unknown.....What has God planned for us this time will it be what we are hoping??? Or will we have to work alot harder to get what we want!!! Only time will tell I guess.....

I was in my early 20's and I went to a fortune teller, he was meant to be very good, anyway some of the thing's he said did happen. I remember asking (I think I asked him?) If I would be able to have  a baby, and he told me that I was very fertile and I always needed to use protection as if I didn't I would get pregnant! Well we will see as in a few weeks I'll be able to see if AF shows up!!! I would love for this to be true, but I'm not a fool to fully go by what this man said, maybe he is right please god he is, but I'm not just going to sit back and say " oh yea we will get pregnant 1st time no bother!!!"

I do go on TTC forums and read what some women have to do each month, and I don't wish that on anyone, but some of us will have to do the hard work and then some of us will be so very lucky. I don't know where I fall yet.................................................

If I am one of the lucky ones, I will know how blessed I am and I will be so grateful and thankful.

As you know I'm a type 1 diabetic and us type 1's know hard work............................

But it would be great if we didn't have to work for this, like the lucky ones!

"Always, Have a happy period"

Dear Mr. Thatcher,
I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core™ or Dri-Weave™ absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants.
Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be transformed into what my husband likes to call "an inbred hillbilly with knife skills." Isn't the human body amazing?
As brand manager in the feminine-hygiene division, you've no doubt seen quite a bit of research on what exactly happens during your customers' monthly visits from Aunt Flo. Therefore, you must know about the bloating, puffiness, and cramping we endure, and about our intense mood swings, crying jags, and out-of-control behavior. You surely realize it's a tough time for most women. In fact, only last week, my friend Jennifer fought the violent urge to shove her boyfriend's testicles into a George Foreman Grill just because he told her he thought Grey's Anatomy was written by drunken chimps. Crazy! The point is, sir, you of all people must realize that America is just crawling with homicidal maniacs in capri pants. Which brings me to the reason for my letter.
Last month, while in the throes of cramping so painful I wanted to reach inside my body and yank out my uterus, I opened an Always maxi pad, and there, printed on the adhesive backing, were these words: "Have a Happy Period."
Are you fucking kidding me?
What I mean is, does any part of your tiny middle-manager brain really think happiness—actual smiling, laughing happiness—is possible during a menstrual period? Did anything mentioned above sound the least bit pleasurable? Well, did it, James? FYI, unless you're some kind of sick S&M freak girl, there will never be anything "happy" about a day in which you have to jack yourself up on Motrin and Kahlúa and lock yourself in your house just so you don't march down to the local Walgreens armed with a hunting rifle and a sketchy plan to end your life in a blaze of glory. For the love of God, pull your head out, man. If you just have to slap a moronic message on a maxi pad, wouldn't it make more sense to say something that's actually pertinent, like "Put Down the Hammer" or "Vehicular Manslaughter Is Wrong"? Or are you just picking on us?
Sir, please inform your accounting department that, effective immediately, there will be an $8 drop in monthly profits, for I have chosen to take my maxi-pad business elsewhere. And though I will certainly miss your Flexi-Wings, I will not for one minute miss your brand of condescending bullshit. And that's a promise I will keep. Always.
Best,
Wendi Aarons
Austin, TX

New hopes and dreams!

So my hopes and dreams might come true............................................. I got the go ahead to try for our baby!!! My hopes and dreams was to get my a1c's in good range and that we would get the green light, which we did thank god!

How did I do it?

• Went to see my local diabetic nurse and she sent me to Dublin for a pre-pregnancy clinic app, and I got blood taken to check my a1c and my thyroid.
• I had to write down my blood sugar in the lovely logbooks! everyday! ring the nurse once a week to tell her what the story was with me bloods. Been doing that since June.
• Keep a good eye on what you are eating and do some exercise to keep the blood sugar down!
• Wake up at night and check my blood sugar at 3am.
• I prayed alot and cried abit and hoped a load, and thank god I got the go ahead!

I worked hard with the help of my hubby and the diabetic nurse!!!  So I know if I can do it so can you!!!! My new hopes and dreams is to get pregnant soon and have a healthy baby!!!! please god x

New hopes and dreams!!!!!